As told to: Brocha Miller
In the days leading up to the Yom Hadin; many of us put in effort to tip the scales of merit. We give extra tzedaka, daven selichos, and put more time and focus in our Avodas Hashem. These days of preparation are a time of introspection, but also a time to look outwards, at the people around us, to see what we can do to help others. Chesed opportunities abound, and there are many well meaning people who go out of their way to assist their fellow Yidden.
But how many people will make a sacrifice, will give of their time, their kochos, and their very body to help another Jew?
How many people will perform an act of supreme chesed for a person they have never even met?
We invite you to meet Zelda and Tzipora, two very different women, who met for the first time a few days before Rosh Hashana, to share a common mission. Tzipora is a mother and grandmother of a large Satmar family. Zelda is a young wife and mother of a Lubavitch family. They live in separate neighborhoods, leading separate lives caring for their individual families, conducting their jobs and daily tasks.
Until a life-threatening illness brought Tzipora in touch with Zelda, and through Renewal, they had a chance to meet. Zelda set out to perform one of the greatest acts of chesed, to be moser nefesh and give of herself to a fellow Yid: She donated her kidney.
This is her story.
Zelda Speaks:
I suppose when I was a little girl, I wished for the same things that other girls wish for: A pretty new dress for Yom Tov, an ice cream cone with hot fudge sauce, or a white pony. I had a happy, regular childhood, growing up in France, where my parents were shluchim of the Lubavitcher Rebbe. My family was very involved in the community, my mother used to spend time teaching immigrants to read Hebrew so they could daven. Our home was a true Chabad house and I was a happy part of it.
I’m sure that some of my wishes came true. The new dress, or the ice cream sundae, for example, and that some of them did not- I never did get the white pony.
But one important thing that I did receive from my parents was a crucial lesson: the significance of giving, and doing chesed. From my parents’ examples of chesed and community activism, I came to understand that there is so much power in giving and doing.
So there have been times in my life, just like now, where instead of sitting back and saying “I wish I could”, or “If only I can”… Instead I say “I will!” or “I think I can!”
I’ve always been fascinated by the different ways a person can give to others. Money for tzedaka is of course the most basic chesed, but as I matured, I learned to give time and effort as well. Giving became a part of who I am, a part of my being, to give of myself to those in need, with chesed and hachnosas orchim. It was a natural outcome, that one of the families for whom I used to babysit, when their child became ill and needed blood transfusions, the first thing I did as soon as I turned eighteen, was go down to the medical center to donate blood.
I convinced my whole group of friends to join me on my mission. Some of them fainted when they saw the needles, some acquiesced only half heartedly, but I was fascinated. The nurse asked me if I wanted to donate blood or platelets and I was amazed at this wonderful opportunity. I could give a part of myself, a part of my healthy body without any suffering at all, to help another Jew who was ill.
After I finished school, I went to seminary in Toronto. I met my husband, Yanky, who is originally from England, and we settled down in Brooklyn. I began working as a sheitel macher and taking college courses in psychology.
My career of giving continued, with a loving relationship with Yanky and the birth of my four children, ka”h. What better definition is there for a mother, than one who gives?
When I first came to America, I noticed an ad in the Jewish Press for a woman who was seeking a kidney donor, and I was immediately intrigued. I called my parents overseas to discuss it, but they were not encouraging. “Not now”, my father said to me, “Now is not the time in your life to be undergoing elective surgeries.” I listened to his advice, but it always stuck in the back of my mind, that I did have something more to give, one more thing to offer another person.
Two years ago, I read an inspiring article about a kidney donor and I felt ready. I felt motivated to reach beyond the point of hearing that a person is sick and saying, “I wish there is something I could do!” Instead, I was ready to do something!
I contacted Renewal and went in for testing. When a match was eventually found for me, I discovered that I was expecting and had to be taken off the list. Three months after the birth of my baby, I was in touch with Renewal again, and went back for testing. They found another match for me and began preparing me for the surgery. Renewal helped me throughout the past few months, putting me in touch with other donors, guiding me through the testing process, and making sure my hospital experience was smooth and hassle free.
The preparation for my surgery is all encompassing: Physically, I have to be in a good state of health, while emotionally I feel very ready. Yanky is fully supportive of my decision, he is proud of this chesed we are undertaking. I spoke with my children, and told them I will be in the hospital for a few days. They are too young to fully understand what I am doing; my daughter’s main concern is will she have a new dress in time for Yom Tov?
It’s four days before Rosh Hashana, and I am fully prepared for the chag. My children’s clothes are ready, and my freezer is full of food for the Yom Tov seudos. After the surgery, I will be feeling weak for a few days, so my mother flew in from France to help take care of my family.
There are a few close friends who know about my upcoming surgery. Some of them are surprised, and a little nervous. “Are you crazy?” one of my friends said. “Why are you putting yourself through this?” But I don’t see it that way. I see a chance to perform a great mitzvah. I’m a little anxious, but more for my family than for myself. I need to feel OK, so that I can take care of my kids. But I have been waiting for a while to perform this mitzvah, and I feel ready.
So many times when we hear of someone who is sick, or in pain, and we think,” If only there is something I can do.” But our hands are tied and we cannot help. Now is my chance to help another Yid, and I’m going to take it.
I don’t know if I’ll be able to fall asleep tonight. I have to wake up at 5:00 tomorrow morning. Mr. Ben Weiser, a board member from Renewal, is coming to pick me up and bring me to Columbia Medical Center. I’m on my way now to go daven at the Rebbe’s ohel, and then I guess I’ll do some last minute straightening up in the house
Before I go into the operating room tomorrow, I’ll be meeting Tzipora, the recipient of my kidney. I don’t know anything about her, other than the fact that she’s a frum woman from Satmar. I don’t really need to know more. She wanted to meet me to express her hakaras hatov before the operation, so I agreed.
I am doing the chesed that I’ve always wanted to give; it does not make a difference to me who she is. I’m only glad that by helping Tzipora, I can fulfill my own wish as well.
Tzipora speaks:
I’ve always been handy when it comes to medical issues. I’m not a doctor or a nurse, and I never received any formal training. But I am intrigued by the healing process; and caring for patients and their families has always been an interest of mine.
I was born in Eretz Yisroel, my family moved to Williamsburg when I was a young girl. I grew up within the Satmar community, married my husband Shulem*, and began building my own family in Williamsburg. A few years after my wedding, Shulem’s cousin was scheduled for a procedure in the Mayo Clinic. At that time, no one in the family was available, so I decided to accompany her to the hospital to make her stay more comfortable. My husband agreed, it was his relative, after all, not mine! But I did not feel that I was doing anything special, this was just what needed to be done, and so I would help out.
Over the years, Shulem has learned to “lend me out” in other medical crisis situations. When his aunt suffered a stroke, I was the one to visit her and take care of her daily needs. When a chesed needs to be done, I become the number that people call. Shulem teases me, he says that I don’t know how to say no, and he may be right. I always say,” How could you say no? If someone needs you, then of course you say yes!”
I was busy doing chesed for my own family as well. Baruch Hashem, I have nine children, all boys. When my children were young, they certainly kept me busy. Shulem’s business required him to travel overseas, but he always stayed in touch and was involved in the boy’s chinuch. Baruch Hashem they are all married, but one, and I have lots of nachas from the einekelach.
Over ten years ago, I found a job at a health center in Williamsburg. I’m in charge of the billing department and I really enjoy going to work each day. I am able to help families access better healthcare. I get a lot of satisfaction from my job, and over the years have become very familiar with various medical symptoms and treatments, just from working in the health center.
About twenty three years ago, I was expecting my youngest child, (a boy again of course!) and I was diagnosed with hypertension, and toxemia. The doctors monitored me carefully and they decided that I seemed stable.
I went back to work at the health center, but eventually I began to feel that something was wrong. I was feeling unusually weak and had strong headaches. I became incredibly thirsty, and kept waking up in the middle of the night to drink. I suspected that I had a problem and I ordered a blood test for myself at ODA.
The test showed a rise in blood creatinine level, my kidneys were not filtering the toxins and waste products from my bloodstream. We began looking for a kidney donor. Each of my sons were fighting for the opportunity to donate, but none of them were a match. My brother was a match, and twelve years ago, I had my first kidney transplant.
After the transplant, I was deemed stable, but I still had my ups and downs. I suffered through many infections and other setbacks. The past few years were especially difficult, as I was in and out of the hospital with different procedures and complications.
In 2008, Renewal came into the picture and they did a lot for me. I was on their list for a new kidney and Renewal was the shliach to find me a new donor, Zelda. It is an incredible zechus, that Zelda is doing this for me. She is giving so much more than a kidney, she is giving with her heart and her soul, and she is giving me a new life. I have no words to express my thanks to Zelda, and to Renewal for helping to find her for me.
I know this is not an ideal time to undergo surgery. It’s right before Rosh Hashana, and Zelda has put her life on hold for me. We had been waiting until I was cleared for surgery, and when we finally received the go ahead right before Yom Tov, we asked the Rebbe what to do. “You need a transplant? What is the question?” “The Ribono shel olam is everywhere,” the Rebbe told us, “He is here and in shul, and in the hospital. Even over Rosh Hashana.” So we are going ahead with the surgery.
It’s the night before surgery, and I’m getting ready to meet Zelda for the first time. I told Shulem he has to take me out shopping tonight, I want to give Zelda a Shana Tova card. I wish there was a way to express my appreciation, there is no gift I can give her in return for the gift she is giving to me. So the very least I can do is to wish her a year full of bracha, happiness and good health!
Rabbi Menachem Friedman of Renewal speaks:
The meeting between Zelda and Tzipora was an emotional time. The two women sat and chatted and got to know each other for a few minutes, and then went into surgery.
Baruch Hashem, the procedure was a success, and both women are on the mend.
Although Zelda is unassuming about the chesed she has done, we felt it was important to tell her story, and the story of the life she helped save. Sharing her story offers Zelda the chance to give not just her kidney, but also the inspiration for others to consider donating from themselves.
To learn more about kidney donation, contact Renewal at [email protected] or 718-431-9831. Or visit www.renewal.org
I am nearly three weeks out from my surgery and feeling great, B”H. It was a success- a pre-Pesach miracle. Thanks again, Zelda, for the inspiration, and COLLIVE for printing her story. (See my comment #44, above)
It is also important to express best wishes and brochos to the husband of Zelda who supported her and of course had to take lots of additional responsibilities while she recovered, may hashem bless this couple and all yiden who do gemilas chasodim with all the best, we should be zoiche bekorov to the geulah sheleimo!!!
Because of this story I read back in September I have spent the last several months pursuing kidney donation through Renewal… it would not have been on my radar otherwise. I now have a date set, 8 Nissan, for my surgery, please Hashem may everything be successful. In the zechus of Zelda donating, I, too, was inspired to donate. Thank you.
This story is absolutely amazing and may it bring klal Yisroel that much closer to the geulah shleimah! Anyone who knows the recipient is well aware of her sterling character, her outstanding middos, how she can never say no when an opportunity to do a chesed comes her way, as her generosity, goodness, loving-kindness and caring for a fellow human being knows no bounds. She always puts others needs before her own. I am so happy that she now has a new lease on life, and may Hashem grant her a refuah shleimah b’korov so she can live life to… Read more »
It sounds overwhelming but it’s not! You are guided through the entire process, never pressured, won’t have to pay a dime and you can SAVE A LIFE. Literally.
Do it!!
I’ve heard from so many donors that they’d do it again if they could.
Think about it: your G-d given organ, one that you never paid attention to and YOU DON’T NEED, can gently be repositioned into the body of a fellow Jew who needs it to live.
the tishrei issue
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it has a beautiful true story of a kidney donor, konsker, to a young man Aaron cohen
this is something that is happening mroe and more thanks to Renewal
I’m Zelda’s humble father and I can’t begin to thank the Master of the Universe, for granting me the inexpressible.honor of having given birth to such a noble Neshama.
B”H Dear Zelda: I just want to thank you that HasHem answered my tefillos which I have davened 3 times a day at every Amidah for the recipient that she should have a refua shelema. Thank you that you were the sheliach and I would like very much to add your name between all the other names which I daven for. Please forward me your mother’s name and your Hebrew name that I should be able to add to my tefillos and please if you have any special needs beside refuah shelema, add it to my email, which I am… Read more »
i know zelda as my sheytul macher! And I always was impressed by her kindness, she is somehow always ready for you! but after reading this article I can just say, Zelda youre AMAZING! We should all take a lesson!
Both Zelda and Tzipora should have a refua shlaima and a good sweet year. This was a very moving article.
I know Zeldah and have been a guest at her home many times. U are beautiful inside and out. In the Zchus of your incredible Mitzvah and for saving a Jew ( a whole world) May you and your family be blessed with an incredible year in all possible ways. Tziporah may you and your family be blessed as well.
Wow Zelda that’s amazing that you did were able to do that. You are a true inspiration and Tzdakes!
zelda- you are an inspiration to all! I am proud to know you!
I do not know either of the three people mentioned in this article but i am in awe of how quick she was to sacrifice her time and be ready to give part of her body to a woman she did not know at all. May she be fully blessed this year – more than ever before – for the action she chose to do
It is with utmost hakoros hatov that I have the great zechus to publicly thank Zelda for giving life to my dear mother, who is a devoted wife, mother, and beloved grandmother to many k”h. Words cannot describe the pain of seeing my mother terribly weak, and suffering for so long prior to her transplant. And now after receiving the ultimate chessed of getting my dear mother back b”h, gratefully getting stronger and happier day by day k”h, again, the words fail me. Getting to know Zelda, is a lifelong lesson of unbelievable chessed and humility. For that, only Hashem… Read more »
Gotta love comment 30 in yiddish. It took me extra time to read but such a rich yiddish!
איך קען נישט אפשטעלן די פלייץ פון טרערן וואס באנעצן מיין פנים. טרערן פון פרייד פאר צפורה וואס וועט האפענטליך נאך יארן פלאג קענען צוריקקומען צו א געהעריגן געזונטן לעבן, און ריינע בלוט? טרערן פאר זעלדא וואס רייניגט צפורה׳ס בלוט פון היינט און ווייטער, וואס מיט ג־ט׳ס הילף ראטעוועט זי א איד׳ס לעבן, וואס האט געגעבן פון זיך א שטיק לעבן און עס איינגעפלאנצט אין א ביימעלע וואס האט געהאלטן ביים טרוקענען, וואס האט ארויסגעברענגט דאס מאקסימאלע וואס א מענטשליכע גייסט קען, וואס איז צוגעקומען צו א שלימות אין מדות וואס אריסטוי מיט זיין פילאזאפיע וואלט נישט געקענט? ניין, און… Read more »
Wow Zelda you are truly an inspiration to us all!! Hashem should bentch you for an amazing year full of brachos!
Wow!! Zelda, what a special Mitzva!
Knowing the family Zelda comes from, it is no surprise to me.
Both of her parents are very special people, very giving and kind to others. Zelda’s mother is well known in Paris for always helping those in need.
May we all be inspired from this selfless act of kindess and help others in any way we can.
I’m touched!
I didn’t think pple like this existed anymore – and defs not
In crown heights
Zelda I always knew you were an angel! love you sister
?מי כעמך ישראל
shana tova
So Zelda your mom is French that makes you French ?? of course great Mitzva and proud of you, sis.. ?? G-d Bless you as the Meserus Nefesh you had with much more nachas in good health with long life!!! What a great, real ahavas yisrael and courage !! bonne chance!!
When she told me she was doing this she said I suppose you think I’m crazy. I told her no, I think you are a tzadekes and a selfless person. But there’s something else you should know: I have personally seen the Gemilas Chasidim Zelda does every day. I know how she quietly helps people, all people. She has the biggest heart, she has more Ahavas Yisrael in her pinkie than most of us have in our entire being. She never ceases to amaze me and I am thankful she is my daughter’s friend. I must give credit to her… Read more »
Zelda, after all these comments, what is there to say? I sat here reading this incredible story and thinking, in the 10 days of teshuvah what really counts? Didnt I just see you at the shoe sale as if nothing special was going on in your life? Our boys played together,, I am in awe of you. Hashem should bentch you with the brocha of HaGaFeN. Hatzlocha and Harchova, Gezunt, Parnassah and incredible Nachas from your wonderful kids. They say that the best chinuch is taught by example. I cant think of a better example of Ahavas Yisroel. May we… Read more »
What an amazing story! May you all be blessed and may such acts of kindness and goodness bring Moshiach NOW!!!
I was extremely inspired to meet Zelda on Sunday Erev Rosh Hashana after the surgery. We chat and she casually mentioned about her donating a kidney. Here its Erev Yomtov, beginning of the school year, she has a million things to do, but she put her things aside for a fellow yid. A true Bas Chabad!!!
Zelda your a true inspiration!
I know tzporah very well for years. She is moser nefesh for any jew as well She’s a tzdeikes hopfully she’ll never need anything from anyone for the rest of her life iyh till the 120. And for the doner I just have no words just hashem will pay her back. Just give some credit to the lebavitcher rabbe ztl for the chased to leant his chasiddim.
It’s been so many years since chabad’s known embargo on satmar products due to the less than perfect treatment…. All these years later, we have satmars who donated kidneys to Lubavitchers, Lubavitchers who donated kidneys to satmars, satmars who donated mikvaos for shluchim, satmar who donated CH hachnosas Ohrchim specifically for the use of Chabad Shluchim, etc. etc. etc. I think it’s time for Chabad to formally remove embargo (I also heard that Rabbi Heller said boycott no longer applies), and have some sort of special achdus event with Chabad and Satmar. I think it would make Hashem, our Rebbe… Read more »
What a story! How our Tatte In Himmel must be going wild with nachas from His children! Who is like Your people Israel!
There is a lovely young Israeli woman, 25 years old with so much to live for, who is currently fighting infection at Cornell Hospital in NYC. She has previously had a transplant, but unfortunately, now needs another a new kidney. Her blood type is B+. Please contact Renew if this is something you may be able to assist with.
Zelda may Hashem bless you and your family with infinite good and all revealed blessings. You are a true EXAMPLE of what Yiddishkait and chassidishkait are. Thank you for inspiring us
Zelda .. There are no words to describe what u did the space on the internet is not enough.. May hashem give you all that you want and need in a revealed and easy manner … Wow .. You give blood .. You get it back .. You give money .. U can make more .. You give your time .. Bh hashem gave us more. Etc etc but u gave a kidney you don’t get those back .. U went intu surgery …… I can’t believe how great you are … But in the end I know the only… Read more »
Knowing the recipient, I can attest that the recipient received a lot more than a kidney. She was granted the amazing gift of life itself! Seeing firsthand how she is recovering b”h, and seeing the family gratefully get their head of the family back to life (literally!) I can only express my sincere admiration for Zelda. Her unbelievable chessed didn’t stop here. It renews every moment and radiates to all who know her. Zelda, you are a powerful inspiration! I’m sure many will find the courage to follow your selfless example. May Hashem give you and your family many joyous… Read more »
beautiful! baruch Hashem! what special pple out there. both women! may Hashem bentch you all with continued health, happiness and success always!
B”H if this don’t tip the scales for Moshiach what will.
What an amazing kiddish Hashem! With people like you Zelda to inspire us, moshiach will surely be here soon. An amazing woman and family. Hashem should bentch you and your family. All the best!
not much else one can say
not many people can do something like that!
Hashem should always keep you healthy and give you only Nachas from your children!
Zelda, you’re amazing, there is not enough words to express what you did, and especially with ” heart and soul ” like my mother said, I have never seen something like this!!!! Even me as a son and knowing the process couldn’t understand how you made everyone feel its so easy, but getting to know you I understand it all!
Hashem should help you and your family, you shouldn’t have to rely on other people!!! Shana tova!!!
Very inspiring may both the giver and the recipient have a speedy recovery and many many years of good health
Zelda – you are the best and I’m proud to call you my friend!!!
this kind of giving is the highest form my hashem bentch you with gezunt and a good life.wow!!!
I have tears in my eyes. Reading the story’s realize I know Zelda. What an incredible zchus to help a fellow Jew!! What an inspiration may the aibishter bench you and your family with good health, chassidishe Yiddishe and a Gemara chassimah Tova
I am proud to know this young woman. I always knew she was special.Beautiful inside and out.Her generous spirit
touched all who know her.